what the sad weekend for me and sofia.... its happend yesterday masa pi celebrate my friend birthday at midvalley ... citer bday nanti entry lain k... now i nak citer apa dah jadi!!!... dah jalan2 kat midvalley and after went to the Parenthood Expo we all decide nak balik lah coz dah lama sgt kan my sofia pon dah rimas dgn keadaan yg sgt ramai org ketika tue jam pon dah pukul 4.30 pm.... so turun lah dr 3rd floor ke G floor nak balik ker parking i park kat hotel parking coz semlm ramai org kan tambah pulak i ber2 je dgn sofia yg mana senang lahh kan... dah keluar lift tue i suppose nak balik terus suddently my sofia ternampak MPH book store then she said to me mummy mummy book!!! nak mummy... so i pon ikut lahh ckp dia kan we went to MPH nak beli buku tok dia lagi almost every month beli .... so ikutkan hati dia gak so beli lahh satu kan at that time she still holding her bantal "bucuk" then pilih pon tak lama about 5 min je i went straight to the chasier and pay for the book kan then ok then nak balik singgah ker watson beli battery tok dia jugak nagis2 dlm MPH handpond pooh yg br beli kat toy rus' tadi then dah beli dah pasang semua we all nak balik lahh then on the way tue she ask mummy nak "bucuk" so i cari lah nak bg dia kan tengok2 "bucuk" tak de puas i cari kat stroller basket, dlm diaper bag and all the plastic bag yg ada kan tak de jugak!!! so she start nagis :((( yg i perasaan she not pass to me dia pegang coz masa kat MPH still ada that was the last time i nampak.... i pon pi lahhh carik satu MPH tue with help of my 2 friends and then i ask lah MPH staff to help me!!! i tanya 2 staff yg ada kat area tue...
Me : Adik ada nampak tak bantak busuk anak saya tercicir kat sini
MPH Staff : Answer me immeiately without finding "tak de lahh tak nampak pon"
Me: Adik tolong2 tgk kan jap boleh kat area nihhh
MPH Staff : Tak de lahhh then continue borak2 with their staff
Me: Sgt sakit hati i pon jwb apa u all nie semua mkn gaji buta ker i dah mengamuk!!! mana manager u panggil dia skrg??? i nak jumpa...
MPH Staff: call the manager...
Me: i report to the manager... i hilang brg & mintak tolong carikan ur staff nie kurang ajar i tanya terus je jwb i tak de!!! u all ingat i nie apa!!! budak2 ker tanya jwb macam nihhh
MPH manager: Saya mintak maaf lahhh and bla bla.......
Me: i pon jwb tue je lahh u all pandai mintak maaf... at least u tolong i carik kalau tak jumpa tak plahh i boleh accept kan but nie tidak bolehh duduk borak and anwer me like that!!! kalau u di tmpt i macam mana???
MPH manager: Sorry lahh puan i will talk to them later.... and bla bla....
Me: i no response and terus blahhh i will never come again to MPH midvalley....
from MPH i carik lagi berkali kali kat area luar from the lift and all the way still tak jumpa then i pi lahh ker information counter tanya kot2 ada terjumpa ker kan... i pi lahh tanya kakak ada org jumpa bantak busuk tak and hantar ke sini... tak de lahhh .... then dia org semua gelak kan i coz bantal anak hilang pon nak cari kat info counter u all bayangkan lahhh ketika tue my doter nagis nagis nak kan bucuk tue!! i pon be come stress sgt2 and pujuk sofia tak de lahh sayang.... and i pi cari "bucuk" dia sampai ke tong sampah tau still tak jumpa.... selalu sblm nie kalau tercicir mesti dpt balik kali nihh tidak.... i asyik ckp sori sofia mummy cuai lahhh so i pon balik berdua dgn sofia... dlm kereta dia senyap dah ok all the way home.... masa driving puas i pikir kalau tak singgah mesti tak hilang kan!!! nie all my mistake...
malam tadi nak tido dia carik lagi bucuk tue!!! nagis almost more than 15min kali nie meraung2 macam apa tah i tak boleh nak descripe kan!!! and i cry tooo and both of us cant sleep... my mom pon mlm tadi gak jahit bantal baru tok my sofia ambik dr bantal yg ada... she still cant accept her bucuk dah hilang!!! ialahhh bucuk always together dgn dia since she born kemana shj dia bwk pegi mmg dia sayang sgt dgn bucuk tue!!! i hope she can accept her new bucuk!!! please darling... mummy yg salah ok i will be more carefull after this... sorry!!!
pagi tadi bangun tido moyok je!!! and her face looks so sad :((( i hope she can accept the new bucuk starting from today aminnn...... today i pon tak de mood nak keje sgt sedihhh and bersalah!!!! what shall i do now to make her happy????