Lately, she so sensitive yg teramat sgt.... kadang2 tue sampai merajuk tak nak ckp dgn i or daddy dia, ada gak gaduh dgn kami berdua.... but most of the time dgn i lah dgn daddy dia tak sgt... kadang2 or ketika tue i tak de niat nak marah dia pon... just ckp & tegur pon jadik hal.... sampai kan i pon jadik serba salah and serba tak kena..... sampai sometimes tue i terpikir dia saja je buat gitue contoh nyer:
- I nak susu kan baby dia pon nak gak susu at the same time dah tue nak kena buat dia punya dulu br adik nyer.... tak kira lah time bila walau pon tengah mlm tue...
- Time mandi kan baby...dia pulak nak mandi dalam baby tab jugak....selalu mandi kat bilik air bwh je semenjak ada adik nie mandi kat atas je... i tak kisah lah mandi bilik air mana kan asalkan mandi... yg jadik hal kdg2 tue tak leh ckp tak boleh lah mandi dlm tab tue kak dah big girl... leh dia jwb i kakak pon baby jugak huhuhu.... i pon terpaksa thn gelak sometimes... walau pon ketika tue my blood go up u know hehehe....
- Sabun mandi adik pon dia punya gak walau pon dia tahu tue bukan dia punya... kalau tegur mula lah majuk....bila tunjuk muka marah dia buat muka pleaseeeeeeeee lah mummy!!! i pon ok kan aje...
- Tempat tido pon jadik hal.... be4 nie dia tido dgn kita org... then me & hubby beli kan dia katil letak kan sebelah katil kita org dia lak tak nak tido ada dia suruh daddy dia lak yg tido situ kesian hubby i pon mengalah skrg baby tido dlm baby court lah kdg2 tue i letak kat tilam or katil kita org lah... dia pon tanya lah why tak letak baby kat bed dia?? nie kan bed kakak and mummy je aduh jenuh jugak nak explain... bukan sekali 2 but berkali2....
- Time nak tido kan baby.... masa tue lah dia pon nak tido gak siapkan i pon pangku dia cam baby gak!!!
- Bila i bg adik dia susu bf kan mula lah dia tak kasi kenapa mummy bg taptap (panggilan tok t*t*k kan) dah dia pon nak gak hehehe... jenuh gak nak explain dah berkali2 pon tanya gak why why????....
Actually byk lagik citer but story di atas adalah diantaranyer lah... bukan i merungut or what so ever lah kan.... i always thing a away how to solve the situation and try my best explain to her this and that lah why mummy tegur or marah kakak.... i know sometimes dia merajuk and sometimes i feels she understand.... but she just do things to get attention kan..... i hope soon she will understand and accept the situation that she have a brother. She always tell me that "Kakak sayang Syafiq" i believe she will be a good sister to her brother one day which they can love each other, play together, do everything together and etc kan kan...
Now, i harus byk2 bersabar to handle the situation hope soon will be ok... i might not be a good mother but i will always try my best to be a mother to both of them and improve my self then... i hope both of them will know that i love them so much..... a'ahhhh i really dont know how to describe in words sometimes....
Ok lah sampai disini saja... coz my baby dah jaga tok time minum susu..... byk lagik citer2 yg nak di post kan kat blog just my time so limited.... maklumlah dpt cuti 2 bulan nie mmg i abiz kan just for both of them menghadap mereka berdua 24 hours....
I love both of you so much babe muahhhhh........